A needle of Hope
amid a haystack of Chaos.

FYI

Created: Friday, June 17th, 2005
04:34:52 UTC
Last modified: Friday, June 17th, 2005
04:38:52 UTC

I am incredibly depressed and lonely right now. On the upside (there's alaways one) the pain in my back is greatly eclipsed by the pain in my heart.

As I said earlier:
(23:32:36) UnThesis: i wish i could find someone who just wants to hug me 24x7 — preferably female
(23:32:40) UnThesis: but such wise women do not exist
(23:32:44) UnThesis: and if they do they are not single

Sorry for the momentary lapse. It happens almost every night around this time.

I hate this week; I hate this day.

Humanity is overly complex. Love those who love you. Understand those who hate you. Err on the side of Hope.

If I caused you (and you know who You is too, dammit!) as much pain as you've caused me — both indirectly, and recently directly — may we both be condemned to Hell for a day (never wish it on any one permanently). I'll even keep a seat warm for you.