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30 Days

Created: Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
04:57:25 UTC
Last modified: Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
05:10:25 UTC

I really enjoyed tonight's 30 Days episode as it was all about how growth hormones really helped a 35 year old become "more awake" and active. In his own words on day 5: "It was as if some one had flipped on a light switch." In my case, it was more like a bank of floodlights.

there is a slight possiblity it could stop my aging process forever, and Dr. Rubio thinks that I can have perhaps 20 extra years of life if I lose all of my testosterone this year via certain forms of surgery :o I am very much mulling this prospect as my sex drive has caused nothing but pain — minus 12 cummulative days of my life, thanks to Jade and Crefn.