A needle of Hope
amid a haystack of Chaos.

147.48 days, or 4 months, 27 days 11 hours 37 minutes

Created: Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
02:57:14 UTC
Last modified: Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
04:32:14 UTC

At least 147.44 days, or 4 months, 27 days 10 hours 37 minutes of Hope remaining...

OK OK. Right now I'm extremely depressed. I *hate* biological depression, and I need to get back into the Now. I think that means that all these countdowns will just 'disappear' in a few days.

I think I should find a housemate while my parents are away for the next four months. Still don't think i'll be able to "move on" though.

Another synchronicity: I erased a *really* depressed entry i started at 11 hrs 37 min and started this one at 10 hrs 37 minutes :o